so, i dont know how i fell about winter break. i dont really like spending time with family. also, uhh, being away from friends is hard. for a whole week and a half, too. but, then i really do need a break. my brain feels like exploding and i am so confused about peoples feelings and if they're actually being true to me. idk. i think that i need to be standed on a remote island in the bahamas for a year, then i can come back and try to work things out w/people. i think a year would be plenty of time to think things through, don't you? wow, i seem to be typing really fast, of course you cant tell that by just reading this, that's why im telling you! lol. uhh, well, i didnt make pit orchestra. it seems mr. barnes was lying when he told me he was going to stretch the clarinet number to 4, instead he reduced it to 2. yeah. i think the music is going to suck, not cuz of the poeple, but the size. theres onely one flute! how retarded is that? seriously,l how are you going to hear ONE flute over the rest? its going to sound REALLY uneven. oh, well, not my fault, now is it? anyways, now that im done with my rant...how are all you today? i dont see very many comments!!!lol well, i have to go, c ya

~Ellers

p.s."When it comes to loving someone you have three options: give up, give in, or give your all."